15 pounds down and 115 to go......

AM Weight 250

This was kind of a rocky weekend. I was so excited to step on the scale and see progress, but that seems to be the only part of my life that is moving forward.

We've had to delay our vacation planned for March to next October. And while logically I know that this is the best decision, I was crushed. I love the fact that I am a stay at home mom, but one day seems to run into the next. I have been able to justify not doing things, not going places, because the trip was coming up and it was only 5 months away. Now to add another 7 months to that, well my stiff upper lip began to droop. The kids were able to handle it so much better than I was, which made me feel completely like an idiot. So I guess that I just have to find another focus. Something that will make to monotony of this life of mine go by a little faster.

So it is Monday and today I am feeling better. My lip has been freshly starched and I am ready to go.

Monday, October 13, 2008